"Who Done It?" by Rev. Barbara Merritt

[Memos from Rev. Barbara Merritt and Rev. Tom Schade]

M I N I S T E R ‘ S   M E M O

“Who Done It?”

To my knowledge, I have never made the acquaintance of murderers. (There was
once a homeless man who came into my office and said (and I quote), “It’s
not true that I murdered all those people in Vermont.” I gave him the
benefit of the doubt.)

I have known and buried far too many people who have been murdered by
violent individuals, by drunk drivers, by terrible accidents. There is
hardly any greater tragedy than having a life violently and abruptly ended.
Sadly, those who murder themselves through suicide have also participated in
the same violent assault, only against themselves rather than towards a
stranger. Murder is always a horrible way to die.

Which makes it all the more puzzling that my chief means of escape this
summer (and now continuing on into the fall) is the murder-mystery novel. I
am astonished that such stories of the breakdown of human relationships has
become my recreation, my consolation and my refuge.

I can come up with some plausible explanations. I love to read stories with
happy endings. And I haven’t yet, nor do I ever hope to encounter a
detective novel where the bad guys don’t get caught, where justice is not
administered and where the innocent are not completely exonerated. (As my
own life descends into increased chaos, it is comforting to read about a
world blessed with order.)

There is a strange universalism in the Agatha Christie novels I have just
started reading. Pretty much all the characters are considered “likely
suspects” at the beginning. Everyone has a motive. Everyone has a secret. No
one is as they appear to be. As Miss Marple explains in The Murder at the
Vicarage, “Normal people do such astonishing things sometimes, and abnormal
people are sometimes so very sane and ordinary.” There is something quite
wonderful about following a narrative where right up to the end, the reader
doesn’t know how the plot will resolve itself. (Can I travel the narrative
of my own life happily not knowing how the story will end?)

Agatha Christie brings the added bonus of often making me laugh out loud as
she describes the quirkiness of human nature. I am quite taken with
detective Hercule Poirot’s method of finding out who the murderer is, using
psychology and a genuine depth of understanding about what motivates human
behavior. After spending time with Poirot, I am beginning to observe those
deadly attributes of most murderers: fear, anger and arrogance.

The fear is toxic and pervasive; the murderer is sure that they cannot get
what they need, that certain destruction awaits them, that they cannot trust
that there will be adequate resources. The anger is almost always that of a
victim: “I’ve been cheated and abused, short-changed and oppressed.” It is
inevitably their arrogance that brings about the ultimate capture of the
murderer. They are certain they are clever enough not to get caught. They’ve
been able to justify the most violent of acts, so they also go on to justify
even more reckless behavior. Their pride disables their ability to ask for
needed help and assistance. (Fear, anger and arrogance are the greatest
disabilities any of us face.)

Human beings seek escape from daily stress in all kinds of creative ways.
Some go on board sailboats and head out onto the open seas. Some bury their
heads in a good book. Some hike up mountains. Others focus on making quilts
or listening to great music or weeding the garden. We seek out places where
we can encounter harmony, predictability and the glorious liberation from
the worries of our own minds.

On our travels we will encounter both the heights and depths of human
nature. May we return to our daily lives energized, refreshed and again
ready to take on the mysterious demands of our own unique existence.

                                                            Barbara
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